Within my mind, I heard the conflict.
A battle between good and evil.
Daily compulsion…
…my own revulsion.
Only the negative thoughts escaped.

Within my mind, I felt so tricked.
She has told me to do certain acts.
Not knowing she’s wrong…
…I heard the same song.
Over and over again in my head.

Within my mind, I could not predict.
Pandered psychological conflicts.
With broad latitude…
…soured attitude.
Negative thoughts of her compliments.

Living with cognitive dissonance.
I always feel I can do better.
An old disorder…
…time to reorder.
Within my mind, thoughts I now evict.